UPDATE

So much work ahead. But that's not the worst thing.

So damn hungry all the time, so sleepy, so powerless, so so sooo...!!

I don't know if I am sleepy because I cut on eating meat, or is it because my body has already changed to winter time.  I wish I could do my stuff at school, because at home I am tempted all the time by little snacks and stuff alike. Soooo hard to keep the diet. I ordered bikini to kind of  keep myself in one piece, it will hang on my wall just in front of the bed so everytime I wake up it will scream - YES YOU CAN!

I already made a huuge change in my life, well, I am more this salty persona than a sweet tooth and each shopping ended up with a big bag of crisps. That is something I cannot live without. I mean, I couldnt, because I made an enormous progress - now I never stop by the crisps  place, I am even able to look at them, but i am not buying, YAY! okay, once in a month, maybe two, this power is disappearing and i end up with a little bag in my hand :-)

Right now I am finishing the last order of woven tops. Of course something went wrong and I had to start over. You may think that this is really simple job, just weave as you want.. Oh how wrong you are!! It's an unstoppable process of thinking. I nneed to make 15 minutes break because at some point I got stucked and I just cannot move. It's not a pattern that you follow, I am all the time creating.

And my father cheered me a little saying that this intense thinking process envolves lots of energy, so I must eat more. But, I don't believe him as he is obese himself :P